I wish I could go somewhere else.. and just try and think of happy things.. I hate all the bad crap happening in the world that I just cannot stop. I hate seeing the news, I hate religion messing everything up trying to explain it via a deity who if it exists just makes me even more furious.. Why is it that I get the quizzical looks? I just question it... I don't stare at them like some dumbass going " you believe in an invisible dude.. and he left you a book full of contradictions that now is translated multiple times so words vary in meaning? " I think I find myself very accepting if not myself skeptical I am okay with it as a personal thing, but when it's used to dictate laws, and public standings of order that is where I have a big problem with this whole bit they call religion.
Now it seems like politics are emerging again because of the whole election which makes me feel more isolated, and grows tensions with people I don't ordinarily have problems with. This whole country seems to be full of xenophobic , redneck, idiots, who don't give a damn about anyone or anything until it's them that is in the shitter.. then oh come please help me..
I don't even want to write this blog post because it just keeps making me angrier and angrier.. It make me a pissy person to deal with/ be around. I am sick and tired of this noxious mentality.
I want to cry.. I want to leave.. I want a break... I just... am really over booked. My life is just overwhelming mentally to me right now... which makes me angry because worse things are happening to much better nicer people and I should just shut it..
Why can't people just love each other, and live happily...I don't understand..
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