Ever have one of those moments like in the Star trek movie " Insurrection" where everything slows down and you feel yourself actually finding out what living is. I had that moment driving to my parent's house... the sunset was amazing.. brilliant fushias, pinks, purples... against dusk green fields.. then lightning bugs were everywhere.. and seems to flow around me like a dream. It was where one breath felt like it took five minutes... and I wasn't driving.. I was being propelled along the road.. everything felt good..
I drove past my favorite little house on the corner with the two big oak trees... and the hay bales rolled up alongside the road.. everything quiet.. everything at peace.. I have had these moments very rarely these past two months.. but still I have them. Perhaps I am going the right direction...
Kevin- He has made one awesome garden this year and I continue to stay away from it and try not to kill it. We got the land cleared off and he's been really good about keeping it back and cleaning up the yard. We are also doing a lot better.. I think. We are working on working it out. I think we have a lot on our plates right now and we just have to figure out how to deal with it without pushing each other away or tearing each other down.
Right now he is outside making a bon fire for us to clean up the sticks out of the yard...
He's being a good husband and Daddy...
William- He wants to play T ball so bad he can't stand it... I am going to enroll him next year and I think he's going to have a great time. He is also obsessed with his little kitty cats.. so I guess we are keeping both the boy cats for him because those are his favorites. He so desperately wants to do good and is quite good at explaining how he thinks things work.
We ran into an older lady at Subway who just ooooed and awwed over the kids and after she left he asked if that was "grandmot" ( our name for my grandmother on my mom's side who passed away last year) I told him no.. but she was a Maw Maw.. so now he thinks everyone that has grey hair is a Maw Maw.
I miss my Grandmaw.. I wish she was here to see how William is growing.. he told me "It takes a really long time to grow up, Mama." He also thinks that his cousins got taller by going to school so now he wants to go so he can be tall like Daddy..
He is still my sweet little guy.. I love him so much.
Amelia- She is a stinker.. She don't take nothing from nobody because everything is already hers. She can stare a hole through you if you let her. She is trying to potty train but refuses to let me know when she needs to go stain a diaper.. but she does let me know when she needs to pee so I guess that's better than nothing.
She loves to swing and terrorize small mammals.. She is very talkative lately and is obsessed with her Babies book I bought from the hospital gift shop. We read it every night and William loves it because it shows babies being naughty and nice and he likes it when we turn the page and he gets to see the babies being good again.
Me- I am doing better now. I am going abit baby crazy but I am trying to at least wait until Randy is done with his cancer treatments to do anything because the last thing I need is to be in mid morning sickness taking him places. Although I am in love with everything owl and have already started my stockpile for the next little one. I think if I plan it right we will conceive this time next year and that way we get another year and nine months out of the CRV so we can save up for our Honda Van that I am lusting over right now.
I started a website.. actually two and am working on making it look right .. and then starting to add some content to it. I am more interested in the informational site but if our little side venture takes off I will be happy . I just want to make a nice place to send people who ask me about cloth diapering and baby carriers.. co sleeping and the like.. Trying to make a little bit of a difference.
Anyways.. this kids are going nuts.. so I am going to go enjoy my day with them..
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