Harvest

Harvest is now coming to an end and the cold breaths of winter come to chill us and remind us to treasure the warmth within our very souls. This is a time of rememberance and reflection on the past and of the future. The leaves are all releasing their last brilliant moments in their short but meaningful lives, which makes me wonder how much impact will I leave when I finally drift away from this world.

Will I be meaningful? I will to at least one person right now.. My son.. He who likes to chunk pumpkins down a hill just to see them rolling by. He reminds me to be patient in a hectic world and connects me to what really matters. Our life here is too short to not live with meaning or purpose.

And like that leaf.. I have changed.. this year has been a major blooming period for both me and my family. I am turning into the woman I always wanted to be...but never thought I would be. I'm happy with my life and content but still striving. I don't think I have ever once lived in the present at much as I do now. Just looking into the eyes of my young babe and I feel at peace with myself .. finally.. restfulness is filling my heart instead of aching.. and it's so sweet..

So here is to the winter ahead.. full of cuddling up with your loved ones.. leaving the past behind you and to being able to start your life from the inside out...

With a heart no longer weeping,
No longer Atloyihv Adanvdo ..