I have been in an up and down time of sorts...waiting on this stubborn child to exit my womb and come into the world for a moment. Not only that but my grandmother is in poor health...this woman has been through more than 50 people's lifetimes of pain and suffering yet has the will to go on anyways. It finally hit me last night that she might not be here for much longer...I have been in a denial so I just started crying and couldn't stop.
I hate that there is nothing I can do about anything that is happening to me and my family lately. You would think that since I am grown now that I would be able to change things or affect situations more, but that just isn't the case.
So I guess I am going to try and get some rest and think labor thoughts as I am 3cm dialated 60% effaced and -2 station.
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