I can't believe it.. he's almost one year old.. He woke up this morning.. rolled over and looked up at me.. just out of the blue says "Hello" in the sweetest little voice I have ever heard.. and then the little bugger wouldn't repeat it.
All is happy now, but for the past 3-4 nights he has been crying off and on all night long and I haven't gotten any sleep, but it turns out that he is cutting his one year molars. So he has one big tooth coming in on the bottom and one little tooth coming in on top ( or so I could finally see today/yesterday as it is actually 12:33am the 17th now..)
He has grown into this cute cuddly little guy that I just couldn't imagine living my life without. It's like my heart now is just filled with an infinite amount of love and worry over this incredible little being that I have created.
He's growing.. and I'm growing.. he's been my foundation and really the catalyst for this new found growth and spirit I find myself having. I actually have friends now that I can totally relate to. I met this girl who is my age and has a little boy just 6 months younger than my lil buddha man .. and it is amazing how much we can share and talk about being moms and more than that just trying to make sense of motherhood and at the same time crones ourselves both having our own unique wisdoms to bring to the table. Having friends.. real friends of the same sex.. is quite a new experience for me.. and I am thankful to finally have girl friends!
Everything is good... not only because things are good.. but because of my new found outlook on things..
I'm finally realizing it's all going to be okay :)
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